I've been back from the United States for two years and a half now. There isn't one day that goes by that I don't miss my angel.
Even if I have come back for so long, but my heart isn't. It's still left there, in the United States of America. I've been planning go back one day, either a simple visit or even work there.
I miss my life there, I miss my friends, and most importantly, I miss him, like crazy.
Last night, I was talking to my friend at the church, thanks to them, I got to know about this person. Without them, I wouldn't have known him, my life would have been so different.
For the past few months, I know he's somewhere else, he's not in Pennsylvania anymore. I just didn't know why. At first, I thought he's out of town for only a year, for some kind of Christian mission.
Then my friend told me he's in a brand new church now, somewhere else, serving as a youth pastor. I'm happy for him because I know he would definitely do a great job over there. But at the same time, I'm really sad....
Over these years, I've been finding my way back to him. I have been working so hard on this. And al of a sudden, he's gone....
He's not home anywhere and now I don't know how to fix my plan. I don't know what to do next....
But I don't want to give up, you know?
I don't.
Because I really DO like him, a lot.
He means so much to me, he's an angel sent from God and I know that for sure, it's more than a feeling.
So if I know that God is doing something for us, with us, maybe I should stay faithful about this?
Maybe one day it will all make sense or fall into pieces?
All I know is that, I BELIEVE WE ARE SOMETHING.
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