Two years ago, I met my angel at a church in the United States.
I call him an angel because he is a true angel sent to me by God. He rescued me when I was at my lowest. Somehow he was always there to cheer me up when I'm down.
But the thing is, he doesn't know that, at all. He's just a hero in my heart, I never got the guts to tell him that, or maybe because we just don't know each other that much.
To most people, it sounds crazy, like crazy! But I know there's definitely something big between us, God sent him for a reason. To most people, it's impossible. But to God, nothing is.
I saw one of his friends' post on Instagram the other day, he's madly in love with this girl. So is this girl. She believes they can overcome most things and grow together. What they have is real, despite the fact that many people might not understand it, they do and that's all that matters to them.
They are my inspiration. I want to be like them. And I know I'm worth waiting for. All this waiting is only the preparation for the best to come. Before that day comes, before that man presents himself in front of me, I have something to work on first. I need to be the best version of me.
Everyone has flaws, to be fair, I have a lot, tons. I'm impatient, hot-tempered, and sometimes stubborn. But I'm also kind, generous, thoughtful, loving, and sweet. I'm all that, too!
I have to love myself and embrace who I really am so I would be fully ready when the day comes.
It's all about staying faithful.
Do I ever doubt myself or God?
Of course!
All the time.
But the thing is, we all do. We're only human, we're born to doubt things.
The most important thing is to get back on your feet and try again. I try not to think I'm insane to think we're something.
Instead, I try my best to think that one day, we will both be ready and God will bring us together and serve Him hand in hand.
I just have to stay faithful, if I believe it's gonna happen, it might just happen.
It might all be that simple.
Don't you think?
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